How to describe my recent's life?
I also do not know how to describe it. Just i were very DOWN and AIMLESS.
I started to isolate myself from others people. I felt so upset with others and even myself. I seldom talked to others people. When i saw the peoples surrounded me i felt even more depress and i dun know how to help and communicate with others. I really so disappointed with the bad management of my college and also my friends. I wan to find a place to hide myself. I dun wan to face others people.
Now i know wat people always said tat we can bear with the tire of our physical but can bear mentally and heart tire.
Who can tell me wat to do ? People around me also quite depress. Is it i am the one who spread this bad mood to others? If i do, i felt so sorry and apologize.

Now i were in Cameron. I decide to skip thrusday and friday's classes. Hope tat i can recover from Downess and aimless while i spend my time here.

Sorry to other.
and Thank You for those who concerned abt me.



My holiday finish soon...
tomolo i had to go back PJ liao...so sad le... haih......
Help me pls








I WAN BE BAD...........................








Recent Me

Exam was over.

Sunday. Sunny. I went to Gua Musang with my family. We take about 1 hour to reach there. Then i and my mother were hang around Gua Musang. Damn boring place.

My coursemate organized a trip to Cameron Highlands. The place where i belongs to. A nice trip. They stayed one night at Cameron. We went to tea plantation farm, butterfly farm, Gunung Brinchang, steamboat and visit my parents' farm. Nice and unforgettable trip.

After Cameron, we heading to Lumut. Then we took ferry to Pulau Pangkor. The place is normal but i enjoyed the time with my friends. Nice.

* For more info about the trip , please kindly go to Leng Lui Tan Ru Yuan's blog. www.yuanpunyablog.blogspot.com

26th/9/2008 to 1/10/2008
I went back to KL with my mom. Wat i did there? SHOPPING. We shop non-stop for few day. Pavilion, starhill, Lot 10, 1 Utama, Mid Valley, The Curve and Ikea. One word to describe myself. TIRED... haha.... Spend some money. TIRED....


Time after exam

I just finished my first year professional exam of dental surgery and finally i can enjoy my 6 weeks holiday. BUT i found that i am kinda boring now. OMG.

I can believe that i woke up today morning before 7am. WTF ? During exam time, everyday likes so tired and lack of sleeping time. But now i dun felt like wanna sleep and even cant sleep. What wrong with me? i wonder to sleep but i cant.

Honestly i din go shopping for few weeks time already. Before exam start i felt like going shopping everyday. Finally exam was over and i can go to shopping dy. But i lost the mood to shop. Dun felt like going shopping now ? Y? I also dun know... HAIZ....

First year professional exam already finish and the result will come out soon. But i already can roughly estimate my result. I had been asked for all subject's viva test. ( make it easy for understanding, it also known as oral exam, HEHE) Other than me, Arlena also asked for all viva, Kien Yee and Jin asked for 3 subject. Among 36 ppl in my class only 6 ppl din ask for any viva. Hope that anyone can pass and go into second year.

Thursday was my Physiology's viva. External examiner for UPM came and conducted the session. It was the worst exam i did in my life before. After go inside the exam hall i liked blur and lost all my memeries. I cant even recall what i learned before. SHIT... I hate myself and when i saw my Physiology's Prof. her face like so unhappy and rage. I'm so sorry. I hate myself for being stupid.

Holiday just started. What is my plan?
Maybe i need sometime to plan about it....



My study week is almost finish but i still got lot of topic havenot study yet...OMG... How should i sit for the coming exam?

Recently i only realized that a lot of changes happen when myself is not in Cameron Highlands.

1. Terrible murder cases happened in my kampung. Be4 Chinese New Year when people were busy to clean the house, two dead bodies were found. The dead bodies were chopped into pieces and put inside a big plastic bucket. Few month after that, another dead body was found somewhere nearby. All the victims were Bangladeshi.

2. Flash flood. Due to over develop and open up more forest area for agriculture purpose, lot of mud is flow into to river and the riverbed become shallow. Goverment already promise to allocate funds to overcome this problem.

3. Some of my juniors already got married. Viewed friendster when i am free and realized that few of my juniors already married. The reason i think i no need to mention here u guys also can make a brilliant guess. When i look back myself felt so weird. People younger than me already married and some even be other's parent already. I still had to study for the next 4 years. Haha... Wat to Do?

4. Sekolah Kebangsaan at my Kampung. The village i stay mostly is make up of chinese population. And the number of malays are quite less. But goverment want to build a sekolah kebangsaan here. The building is almost complete and i think next year will start operating. I wonder how many students will study there. Again, i think goverment is wasting public money and some even enter their pocket.

5. Rich? Big house? Recently lot of people here like to renovate their house. And the most interest thing is they like flighting to each other to show off who is the richest and spend the most in renovation. Last time can said dun hv any bungalow in my village but recently already built up few. Haha... When i can enough money to built my own bungalow?



This week is my study week for my first profesional examination. I really cant believes that i already done my degree course for one year. Time seem like gone so fast. But somehow i will try my best to get good result in my exam and dun let my parent and brothers disappointed. BUT i'm so lazy. I dun hv the mood to study also. Just sit in front of the TV and watch Olympic Game. HAHA. God Bless ME... and also my coursemate. My sixth sense told me tat everyone will pass the exam.

I already study at kl for about 1 year. Learn a lot of new thing and gain lot of experiences also. I strongly felt that all teenagers should go to KL live for few month to 1 year time to see the big city. Especially those students dun like to study and make a lot of troubles in school. People at my hometown really should go KL or even oversea big city to see and visit. Then they will realize that how small they are and change their personalities. Be someone that will contribute to community and country but not rubbish.

KL is a big city, got lot big shopping centres and pubs. But i dun like KL's traffic. Everyday also had to trap in traffic for sometime. Waste lot of my time. Hope that goverment will do something to overcome this problem and upgrade the quality and quantity of public transports.






不懂为什么... 就没有心理准备吧!!!











Taken from http://cforum.cari.com.my/viewthread.php?tid=1248746&extra=page%3D1


Prediction of the coming Disaster預知地球與人類之未來的預言家

Prediction of the coming Disaster - Must read

Prediction of the coming Disaster
預知地球與人類之未來的預言家 (提要)

Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960(reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana's death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned.
Mr. Juseleeno是巴西的一名預言家,他出生於1960年,今年47嵗。曾預言過許許多多的世界性的災害與事件,包括:九一一事件、伊拉克戰敗後海珊總統被捕被判刑、印尼囌門答臘海上大地震與印度洋海嘯、羅馬教王保羅二世辭世等等。
If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her. If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicise these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public panic.

Future predictions: 對於尚未發生的事件,Juseleeno也有很多預測,看起來觸目驚心,而又迫在眉睫:

2008, July: There will be an earthquake in Japan, which will cause a tsunami of 30 plus metres high to occur as well.
2008, 17th December: terrorist attack in America
2008, 18th September: An earthquake with magnitude of approximately 9.1 will rock
China, simultaneously causing a tsunami of more than 30 metres to occur, resulting in the deaths of more than 1 million people.
Although this huge earthquake will happen after the Olympics have ended, there will be a series of relatively smaller earthquakes occurring in China before the huge earthquake. The
China government, which is more concerned with the success of the Olympics, will most likely neglect to employ appropriate cautionary measures, thus the high casualty rate. If the
China government does not publicise the occurrence of these minor earthquakes and evacuate people, the number of deaths will be as predicted.
Mr. Time Trabeler John Taiter的遺言:"2004年在希臘雅典舉行的奧林匹克是最後的一次。"

2010: The temperatures in some countries of Africa could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius, and there will be a serious shortage of water.
2010, 15th June: The New York Stock Exchange market will fail, causing an international financial crisis.

2011: The research on the treatment of some cancers will be completed, but a new life-threatening virus will appear. People who are infected will die after only approx. 4 hours of coming into contact with the virus.

2013, 1st - 25th November: Research on treatment of cancers, except for brain tumors, will be completed. An earthquake, caused by volcanic eruptions, will happen on Bahama Island of the
Canary Islands. A gigantic tsunami of roughly 150 metres will result. Americamainlands, Brazil etc. will be affected, with the tsunami pushing into the land as far as 15 to 20 kilometres. Before the occurrence of this gigantic tsunami, the sea/ocean water levels will sink by about 6 metres, and large flocks of birds will start to migrate.

2014: A small planet that has been gradually closing in on Earth might eventually collide with Earth, and this collision, if come to pass, will affect the survival of humans as a whole.
2015: By the mid of November, the average temperature of Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius. Many people will die from the overheat, and international confusion and terror ensues. 2015年:11月中地球的平均氣溫可能高達59攝氏度,會有很多人被熱死。世界的大混亂也隨之擴大。

2016, April: A huge typhoon will invade China, causing massive damage The 43rd
USApresident, George Walker Bush, will enter the hospital, and faces a life or death situation. 2016年:4月中會發生颱風侵襲,中國有大都市會遭到破壞。美國的現任總統喬治布希先生將會緊急入院,面臨生命危機。
2026, July: A super earthquake will occur in Sans Francisco, and it will be named "The Big One". Huge damage to surrounding areas. Many volcanoes will re-activate, and the height of resulting tsunami will be more than 150 metres.
2026年:7月舊金山會發生超巨大地震被稱爲"The Big One"聖安德列斯大斷層會被破壞,加州會崩垮掉。很多火山口會重新開啓,海嘯的高度也會超過150米。

Mr. Juseleeno made known his predictions in hopes that people will take heed of his warnings, so that these disasters may be avoided. He hopes there will be a major change in the thinking of people's mindsets in the time period 2007 - 2008. One factor will be the environmental issue of global warming, which is more serious than what some meteorologists assume.
從Juseleeno的預言來看,地球溫暖化年年急劇上昇,到2012年非洲國家的氣溫可能達到讓人驚慌的高溫58攝氏度,同時也會發生嚴重的缺水,之後氣溫也會更加上昇直到2015年地球的平均氣溫會達到59攝氏度,有很多的人會被熱死,人類的大恐慌將會擴大到全世界。無論如何,現在發生的溫暖化現象並不像氣象學家認爲的"暖化速度很緩慢"而是直綫急速上昇的。 留給人類的時間祇剩不多了! 2007年年底止是我們人類覺醒的最後時限。




已有三个星期没回家了... 真的很想家,想念家里的每一个人,每件事物...想念爸爸, 想念妈妈... 就很想家...所以决定回家.虽然油价上涨,但也阻挡不了我归家似箭的心情.有种"两岸猿声啼不住,轻舟已过万重山"的感觉.感觉没一会就到两百多公里以外的家了...哈哈....

星期天是农历五月初五,端午节.纪念屈原为国牺牲的日子.当让现代应该没多少人会在意屈原是谁.他们只知端午节吃粽子.哈哈... 所以我决定为屈原默哀一分钟....






L小姐和M先生是一對戀人,兩人隔河而居,那條河不寬,也不闊。 有一天,M先生得了急病,L小姐知道了心急如焚,但是那一天出現了暴風雨, 河水暴漲,風急雨勁,M先生叫她不要去探望他, 可L小姐還是要不顧一切去看看他。 於是她去找B先生,因為B先生有一條船,有能力送她過河。可是,B先生卻要收過河費一百萬,即使她向他解釋M先生的情況,他也一樣不為所動。 L小姐當然沒有那麼多錢,於是她去找S先生,因S先生也有一條船。 豈料,S先生竟是無恥之徒他要求L小姐獻上她的肉體,方才載她渡河。 L小姐為了愛情,最後犧牲了自己…… 最後,S先生也載了她過河。 M 先生的急病,最後也沒有惡化,是化險為夷了。但當他知道L小姐居然 犧牲了自己的貞節, 他很生氣,因為他早已吩咐她不要來,何況還因此犧牲了肉體! 於是,M先生和L小姐就這樣分手了。 L小姐很傷心, 不久之後,他認識了年紀較大的F先生。當他知悉了她的過 去後, 不但不介意,還向她示愛。 雖然L小姐並不太愛F先生,也不太勉強 … …

好了,問題來了:參考故事內容,然後從故事的五位人物 , L小姐,M先生,B先生,S先生,F先生 五位人物,按照你喜歡他們的程度,由好至壞排上一個等次。例如 ( 1 ) ~L ( 2 )~ F ( 3 )~ B ( 4 )~ M ( 5 )~ S

L小姐 - Love ( 愛情 )
M先生 - Morality ( 道德 )
B先生 - Business ( 事業 / 金錢 )
S先生 - Sex ( 性 )
F先生 - Family ( 家庭 )


This nice sketching is make by KY during our boring biochemistry virtual lab.
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The Call, Regina Spektor

The Call , Regina Spektor
The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian (2008)

It started out as a feeling
which then grew into a hope
which then turned into a quite thought
which then turned into a quite word

And then the word grew louder and louder
Till there was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
no need to say good bye

Just because everythings changing
doesn't mean that its never been this way before
all u can do is
try to know who your friends are
as you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll cone back

When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back When they call you
No need to say goodbye

The stuff i bought at KLCC bookfest

1. 不存在的女儿

1. The Five People You Meet In Heaven
2.A Thousand Splendid Suns
3. First Aid Manual

1. 依然范特西-周杰伦


Today is Sunday. A boring Sunday. Dun wan to hang out coz i wan to save money. Yesterday spend a lot already. Today also is the first day of JUNE. Hope that this month is a good month and i can put more effort on my study.

Like usual today i will clean my room and also my condo. Even though this not my own condo and is rented unit but i think is important to keep it clean . First i sweep the floor. The broom i bought is totally suck. It is too soft and can sweep the floor properly. I wand to buy a vacuum i think. Then my cleaning job will be more easy and convinient. Haha...

Then i go to mop the floor. The floos is kinda dusty and after mop the water become black in colour. Haha... So to make sure the floor more shinning n clean i mop it twice. Now i felt comfortable when i step on it. Then i go to clean the bathroom. The bathroom is very dirty. I take abt 15minutes to clean it. The other bathroom in my condo out of service currently. So 5 of us share one bathroom. Hope they can keep the bathroom clean also.

Now kinda tired dy. And i waiting for my brother to come back from Wangsa Maju then we go for dinner.

Today is my best friend's birthday... Wai Kie wish u all the best and have a wonderful 21 years old... MISS U ...



Today i went to KLCC BOOKFEST again. Why i said again ? Coz last saturday i already went there once with my brother and my pretty coursemate, Peppermint and Hui. Today i went with my other best friend, Teoh.

Lot people went there. Make me felt shortage of breathing. Saw lot of my senior and friends there also. So happy to see them at there.

Today i think i spend about RM200. Bought about 10 books. Will list down the books i bought tommorow. All the books i wonder to buy long time ago but quite expensive but now got discount. Will read those books during my coming holiday which will only come after 4 month.

And i bought a very cheap CD. Jay Chou CD only sold by RM 9.90. Actually i already got the album but it really too cheap until i wan to buy again. Haha. Anywhere this CD will be put in my new car. Today my brother, Chet, give me a call and told me he already drove my new VIOS back home. Next week will go back Cameron to change my new car and also celebrate my father's 54 years old birthday and also eat " Zhong Zi".

I had my lunch today at Madam Kuan. The food there is ok only but the price is expensive. And the servise is bad. The waiters are rude. Hope that they can improve.

AND i saw GARY at KLCC BOOKFEST today. He quite cute and nice. But he din sing a song there. Make me and his fans so disappointed. Haha. Anywhere i hope to go his concert but no ppl wanna accompany me. Haiz....

Enough for today. Wanna go out with my friends already....








有空再聊聊我的大学同学... 我的死党健宇和汉镛...还有可爱的小妹妹如沅...哈哈...