How to describe my recent's life?
I also do not know how to describe it. Just i were very DOWN and AIMLESS.
I started to isolate myself from others people. I felt so upset with others and even myself. I seldom talked to others people. When i saw the peoples surrounded me i felt even more depress and i dun know how to help and communicate with others. I really so disappointed with the bad management of my college and also my friends. I wan to find a place to hide myself. I dun wan to face others people.
Now i know wat people always said tat we can bear with the tire of our physical but can bear mentally and heart tire.
Who can tell me wat to do ? People around me also quite depress. Is it i am the one who spread this bad mood to others? If i do, i felt so sorry and apologize.
Now i were in Cameron. I decide to skip thrusday and friday's classes. Hope tat i can recover from Downess and aimless while i spend my time here.
Sorry to other.
and Thank You for those who concerned abt me.
2008年12月10日星期三
2008年11月1日星期六
2008年10月23日星期四
LEARN TO BE BAD
I WAN TO BE A BAD GUY.
DUN WAN BE A GOD GUY ANYMORE.
DUN WAN TREAT PPL NICE ANYMORE.
DUN WAN HELP OTHER ANYMORE.
I WAN BE SELFISH.
I WAN BE BAD...........................
DUN WAN BE A GOD GUY ANYMORE.
DUN WAN TREAT PPL NICE ANYMORE.
DUN WAN HELP OTHER ANYMORE.
I WAN BE SELFISH.
I WAN BE BAD...........................
2008年10月3日星期五
Recent Me
Exam was over.
21th/9/2008
Sunday. Sunny. I went to Gua Musang with my family. We take about 1 hour to reach there. Then i and my mother were hang around Gua Musang. Damn boring place.
23rd/9/2008
My coursemate organized a trip to Cameron Highlands. The place where i belongs to. A nice trip. They stayed one night at Cameron. We went to tea plantation farm, butterfly farm, Gunung Brinchang, steamboat and visit my parents' farm. Nice and unforgettable trip.
24th/9/2008
After Cameron, we heading to Lumut. Then we took ferry to Pulau Pangkor. The place is normal but i enjoyed the time with my friends. Nice.
* For more info about the trip , please kindly go to Leng Lui Tan Ru Yuan's blog. www.yuanpunyablog.blogspot.com
26th/9/2008 to 1/10/2008
I went back to KL with my mom. Wat i did there? SHOPPING. We shop non-stop for few day. Pavilion, starhill, Lot 10, 1 Utama, Mid Valley, The Curve and Ikea. One word to describe myself. TIRED... haha.... Spend some money. TIRED....
21th/9/2008
Sunday. Sunny. I went to Gua Musang with my family. We take about 1 hour to reach there. Then i and my mother were hang around Gua Musang. Damn boring place.
23rd/9/2008
My coursemate organized a trip to Cameron Highlands. The place where i belongs to. A nice trip. They stayed one night at Cameron. We went to tea plantation farm, butterfly farm, Gunung Brinchang, steamboat and visit my parents' farm. Nice and unforgettable trip.
24th/9/2008
After Cameron, we heading to Lumut. Then we took ferry to Pulau Pangkor. The place is normal but i enjoyed the time with my friends. Nice.
* For more info about the trip , please kindly go to Leng Lui Tan Ru Yuan's blog. www.yuanpunyablog.blogspot.com
26th/9/2008 to 1/10/2008
I went back to KL with my mom. Wat i did there? SHOPPING. We shop non-stop for few day. Pavilion, starhill, Lot 10, 1 Utama, Mid Valley, The Curve and Ikea. One word to describe myself. TIRED... haha.... Spend some money. TIRED....
2008年9月18日星期四
Time after exam
I just finished my first year professional exam of dental surgery and finally i can enjoy my 6 weeks holiday. BUT i found that i am kinda boring now. OMG.
I can believe that i woke up today morning before 7am. WTF ? During exam time, everyday likes so tired and lack of sleeping time. But now i dun felt like wanna sleep and even cant sleep. What wrong with me? i wonder to sleep but i cant.
Honestly i din go shopping for few weeks time already. Before exam start i felt like going shopping everyday. Finally exam was over and i can go to shopping dy. But i lost the mood to shop. Dun felt like going shopping now ? Y? I also dun know... HAIZ....
First year professional exam already finish and the result will come out soon. But i already can roughly estimate my result. I had been asked for all subject's viva test. ( make it easy for understanding, it also known as oral exam, HEHE) Other than me, Arlena also asked for all viva, Kien Yee and Jin asked for 3 subject. Among 36 ppl in my class only 6 ppl din ask for any viva. Hope that anyone can pass and go into second year.
Thursday was my Physiology's viva. External examiner for UPM came and conducted the session. It was the worst exam i did in my life before. After go inside the exam hall i liked blur and lost all my memeries. I cant even recall what i learned before. SHIT... I hate myself and when i saw my Physiology's Prof. her face like so unhappy and rage. I'm so sorry. I hate myself for being stupid.
Holiday just started. What is my plan?
Maybe i need sometime to plan about it....
I can believe that i woke up today morning before 7am. WTF ? During exam time, everyday likes so tired and lack of sleeping time. But now i dun felt like wanna sleep and even cant sleep. What wrong with me? i wonder to sleep but i cant.
Honestly i din go shopping for few weeks time already. Before exam start i felt like going shopping everyday. Finally exam was over and i can go to shopping dy. But i lost the mood to shop. Dun felt like going shopping now ? Y? I also dun know... HAIZ....
First year professional exam already finish and the result will come out soon. But i already can roughly estimate my result. I had been asked for all subject's viva test. ( make it easy for understanding, it also known as oral exam, HEHE) Other than me, Arlena also asked for all viva, Kien Yee and Jin asked for 3 subject. Among 36 ppl in my class only 6 ppl din ask for any viva. Hope that anyone can pass and go into second year.
Thursday was my Physiology's viva. External examiner for UPM came and conducted the session. It was the worst exam i did in my life before. After go inside the exam hall i liked blur and lost all my memeries. I cant even recall what i learned before. SHIT... I hate myself and when i saw my Physiology's Prof. her face like so unhappy and rage. I'm so sorry. I hate myself for being stupid.
Holiday just started. What is my plan?
Maybe i need sometime to plan about it....
2008年9月2日星期二
Realize...
My study week is almost finish but i still got lot of topic havenot study yet...OMG... How should i sit for the coming exam?
Recently i only realized that a lot of changes happen when myself is not in Cameron Highlands.
1. Terrible murder cases happened in my kampung. Be4 Chinese New Year when people were busy to clean the house, two dead bodies were found. The dead bodies were chopped into pieces and put inside a big plastic bucket. Few month after that, another dead body was found somewhere nearby. All the victims were Bangladeshi.
2. Flash flood. Due to over develop and open up more forest area for agriculture purpose, lot of mud is flow into to river and the riverbed become shallow. Goverment already promise to allocate funds to overcome this problem.
3. Some of my juniors already got married. Viewed friendster when i am free and realized that few of my juniors already married. The reason i think i no need to mention here u guys also can make a brilliant guess. When i look back myself felt so weird. People younger than me already married and some even be other's parent already. I still had to study for the next 4 years. Haha... Wat to Do?
4. Sekolah Kebangsaan at my Kampung. The village i stay mostly is make up of chinese population. And the number of malays are quite less. But goverment want to build a sekolah kebangsaan here. The building is almost complete and i think next year will start operating. I wonder how many students will study there. Again, i think goverment is wasting public money and some even enter their pocket.
5. Rich? Big house? Recently lot of people here like to renovate their house. And the most interest thing is they like flighting to each other to show off who is the richest and spend the most in renovation. Last time can said dun hv any bungalow in my village but recently already built up few. Haha... When i can enough money to built my own bungalow?
Recently i only realized that a lot of changes happen when myself is not in Cameron Highlands.
1. Terrible murder cases happened in my kampung. Be4 Chinese New Year when people were busy to clean the house, two dead bodies were found. The dead bodies were chopped into pieces and put inside a big plastic bucket. Few month after that, another dead body was found somewhere nearby. All the victims were Bangladeshi.
2. Flash flood. Due to over develop and open up more forest area for agriculture purpose, lot of mud is flow into to river and the riverbed become shallow. Goverment already promise to allocate funds to overcome this problem.
3. Some of my juniors already got married. Viewed friendster when i am free and realized that few of my juniors already married. The reason i think i no need to mention here u guys also can make a brilliant guess. When i look back myself felt so weird. People younger than me already married and some even be other's parent already. I still had to study for the next 4 years. Haha... Wat to Do?
4. Sekolah Kebangsaan at my Kampung. The village i stay mostly is make up of chinese population. And the number of malays are quite less. But goverment want to build a sekolah kebangsaan here. The building is almost complete and i think next year will start operating. I wonder how many students will study there. Again, i think goverment is wasting public money and some even enter their pocket.
5. Rich? Big house? Recently lot of people here like to renovate their house. And the most interest thing is they like flighting to each other to show off who is the richest and spend the most in renovation. Last time can said dun hv any bungalow in my village but recently already built up few. Haha... When i can enough money to built my own bungalow?
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