2009年12月24日星期四

Merry Christmas

This Christmas most probably be the first Christmas in KL for me. Nothing special. Hanged out with friends and had a super nice but yet cruel steamboat dinner. Y i said so? Because the prawn they served is still ALIVE. Oh.. My godness... If i know they will served me alive prawn at the begining... i think i will reject to go there. I think im so cold-blooded.

Let talk abt this year's Christmas presents. I did buy somethings for myself. I got myself a CK Free perfume, a pair of leather shoes which i been searching for it for years liao, and one basic set of facial care products. These few things already costed me abt rm1K.

Christmas month is a great shopping time in Malaysia even though the stuff in malaysia are bloody expensive as compare to some others nearby country. But " boh-pian" lo.... So sorry for my Daddy coz he going to pay for me for all that. And 3rd year of dental student life also need to spend a lot to buy lot of to-be-waiting-for-reading book.

I got 2 christmas gifts this year. Both also are Tie which is one of the things that i need the most since i need to be in formal suit to school everyday. Thank for my friends. I like the tie so so so much.

Before i stop here, i would like to say apology to all of my lovely friends coz before christmas i planned to send christmas card to those play a important role in my life. But im too busy and cant manage to do that. Sorry. Hope that i can pursue my promise for the coming Chinese New Year.

>< Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.....

2009年8月23日星期日

百味百货-1

在百货公司里可以看到形形色色的人与事.

有的人来也匆匆去也匆匆.他们的步伐是我所更不上的.因为我不喜欢这种感觉.人生短短为何不漫下脚步来看看生变的人与物呢?

也有人悠哉游哉的逛着.慢慢的看.慢慢的欣赏.

我爱逛街的一个原因是我爱看周遭的东西.更实在的说我喜欢看人.不同人有着不同的表情.告诉我不同的故事.也让我联想起不同的东西.

看到满脸忧愁的人, 也许他买不到他心爱的东西?

笑容满面的他, 是否得到了他想要的东西?还是在商场里遇上多年的朋友?看见心仪的对象?

有的人很落寞.是否和另一半吵架了?

有的漫无目的的走.前面的人生对他而言是否也是无目的的呢?

一张脸可以述说千千万万的故事.不同的人有着不同的精彩.也带着不同的遗憾.

笔者当下的表情有怎样的呢?

2009年7月25日星期六

Post-holiday mood

I just finished enjoy my one week semesta break. Yes. It is just one week! I wish i cound get a longer sem break. Howeverm it is better than do not have. So im really appreciate it.

I spend most of the sem break time at KL also. Accompany my mother to shop. Shop everyday. Really tired. Hehe.

Started the second half of Year 2 second sem one week liao. But im still very lazy to do revision even though the final is at the corner dy. Abt 5 weeks time i think.

As usual everyday wake up at 7 and bath get ready to college. Then come back with a tired body. Take a nap then go out for dinner. Wat a boring life. I deserve for that? HAIH. Still need to keep going with this kind of life for the remaining 3 years.

Something really make me happy maybe is i planning to go taiwan during the 6 weeks break. It maybe a 2 weeks trip like tat. Easy going. Sound so excited. HAHA. I wish to go there since im 18 years old. But everytime i also miss the chance.

I become a very quiet person recently. I dun know Y. Just felt dun like to talk. Weird rite?

I addicted to a taiwan entertaiment show recently. Kang Xi Lai le 康熙来了. I can watch few episode one day. haih... But it really fun.

2009年7月13日星期一

Dinner with parents' friends

Tonight i had a very nice time with my parents and theirs friends at a quite high class hotel in Cameron Highlands. Here are some of the photo i managed to capture. Have a look first...

How the food look like? Nice? Delicious?

Haha.... the most important thing i wan to tell here is ...

All this food are vegeterian food.

HAHA... unbelieveable? Pls... believe it.

Tonight really had a nice time and nice food. Enjoy.

2009年7月6日星期一

大学新生 4要.4不要

从报纸上读到的.个人觉得还蛮有意思的.所以想和大家一起分享.

要:
一) 要学: 付出一番努力
二) 要玩:玩要玩得有目的,玩出“价值”来
三)要观察:善于观察身边人和事
四)要勤思考:观察之后,便要学会思考

不要:
一)不要枉自尊大:刚进大学不能“轻狂”,你目前“什么都不是”
二)不要锋芒毕露:你涉世不深,涉猎不广,年青气盛又容易偏激。最好先多看多听,三思而行
三)不要勾心斗角:要团结朋友,舍友
四)不要为情所困:三/四年大学还有更重要的事等你去做

~我决的很有意思也很值得好好探讨一番。愿在看得你与我共勉之。

2009年7月2日星期四

Message from Ms Rachel Kerk

ALL DDS STUDENT PAY ATTENTION
here sum of my suggestion for exam ppl:
*1.slip early during exam
*2.can burn midnite oil during stdy week
*3.not to eat mageemee..bt nutrient food
*4.do execise if posible..
*5.to increase ur memory can listen some mozart music or shaking ur finger n toes to make them more active
*6.rewrite important tings b4 the day of exam
*7.take good care of health n nt to sick
*8.strawberry,blueberries,cranberries will improve memory
*9.dunt eat too much sour although it makes u awake due to it lost ur memory
*10.avoid taking sweet tings n oily food which may cause memory to lost
*tada...tatz my suggestion*gud luck in midterm

This are some suggestion from my prospective junior MISS RACHEL KERK to her prospective senoirs and wish good luck for the coming midterm.

PS:This weekend is Mahsa Open Day.

2009年6月29日星期一

Midterm near the corner

Time passed so fast. The first 10 weeks of second year second sem almost gone. This mean the mid term test also coming soon. And i still got lot to be revise back coz this 10weeks i really very lazy and cant concentrate in class.

For pharmacology.. needs to study all anti-microbial drug , insulin, oral hypoglycemic, autocoid and lots....

For microbiology, all immunology and respiratory tract infection , cardiac infection and bone ....

For pathology... also lot to study....

How can i manage to study all this in one week? God Bless Me.... haha....

My other housemates also start burning mid-oil dy.... Teo ken and ah Y... ahha....

ANd i think others also...

good luck...

ps: today pharmacology QnA section really make me down. I cant remember wat i studies. HAIH... old man dy....

2009年6月25日星期四

My Daddy and Mummy










I LOVE MY PARENTS. "LOVE"





MY LOVELY DADDY OH....












MY LOVELY MOMMY




SPECIAL GIFT FOR MY SPECIAL DADDY FOR FATHER'S DAY



THAT'S ME! UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT? HAHA.




WITH MY MOM DURING NEPAL TRIP 2005.

HAHA....

DAD,MOM... I MISS YOU !

2009年6月24日星期三

寂寞与孤单

什么是寂寞呢?

什么又是孤单呢?

两者是否相同呢?

寂寞并不是当你一个人时。而孤单的当下就只有你一人。

在一般朋友中,当你们话不投机时,你可以是寂寞的。但你却不孤单。至少还有人在你身边吧。

当你一人时你可以是孤单的但你不一定寂寞。你享受孤单的感觉。无拘无束。要做什么就做。没有什么心理负担。

孤单也可以是寂寞的。当你一人独处的同时你又迷失了方向。 你是可悲的。你是寂寞的。你是痛苦的。你什么都不是。你觉得你是多余的。但不。你应该振作起来。好好规划你的人生。人生其实就掌握在你的手里。别气馁。

朋友告诉我说:不是因为寂寞而想你,而是因为想你而觉得寂寞。这是句简单的话。 但却让说者陷入一个无法用言语来形容的窘境。

寂寞与孤单。

两个看似简单的词却包含了很深的意义。如何诠释着两个字就的看说者或用者当时的意境吧。

现在的我有时如何诠释着两个词呢?

2009年6月13日星期六

Cute












I got all this cute figure from TianJin. Haha...
Cute?



Update of JUNE

I really cant figure out any words that can describe my recent life. But now is a tough time for me to go through and i really need to be stronger in order to get rid of all the bad things happen on me recently.

When u grow up, u really will felt that u r alone. No one will accompany you all the time and you really need to learn how to bear with the loneliness helpless. I hope i can get rid of it.

I saw lots of things that i like recently. But the problem is i dun have enough money to own all of them. HAHA. Hope that i got one unlimited limit credit card and i no need to pay back for it. I saw one very nice Nike sneaker and it costs rm 500. I bought a swatch watch last week and i saw other one also very nice. That one cost rm 495. And the most expensive one is the G~~c~ wallet which cost rm1190. HAHA.... Hope got ppl buy all this for me. Sound like im looking for sugar dad or sugar mom. HAHA....

Thursday the official from LANS( i forgot the new name of LANS) visited my Uni Col. And i am invited for the interview which i no really interested to go. The last question they asked really make lot of us headache. " You wan a mahsa degree or trisakti degree?" This really hard to answer since we dun know which one better. But mahsa management really sucks. Luckily the lecturers all are pretty good. If not i think i will say bye to this college dy. Ops... i shouldn't said college coz mahsa also got the Uni. COllege title since april i think. HAHA....FUnny

The hot weather of KL really make everyone scare of it. That y i choose to escape back to Cameron Highlands this weekend. I like cameron so much. But when i need to head back to KL i always felt sad. Haih...

Another problem i faced recently is i cant get a condo uni which my parent plan to invest. One stupid owner make me into trouble. He said wan to sale already but when we wan go to bank in the deposit he refuse to sale the unit. WTH... and it reallly hard to get a wellkeep condo somemore i wan a lowrise unit. HAIH... Buddha and bodhisattva. ... pls bless me get a unit soon.

2009年5月21日星期四

十字路

以前的我都很想做令大众注目的人。在一个社团里我会设法的表现好我自己。以便能够被委以重任。也正因为这样让我看到了所谓的人性。人性是丑陋的。很多人否会不择手段以便达到目标。渐渐的我对人有了新的认知。我尽量在人前掩饰自己的弱点和好好变现自己。

来到了大学深造,我被委任为班级代表。这无疑是对我的一个嘉许也是一个肯定。我对自己陈诺我好好好的做。

然而事事都并非我们所想象的那么简单。这条路走起来还蛮颠簸的。遇到了很多的钉子。第一也许是管理单位并没有协调好许多的事情。以致很多问题的产生。从教授,课室,时间表,到学生管理上都出了很大的问题。第二也许是同学们都是二十来岁的成人了,自然很难调驭。

第一年还算过的去。第二学年所要做的东西可说跟多了。让我忙得不可开交。曾提议要放弃却被上头单位给拒绝了。我也唯有硬着头皮去做。

然而最近所发生的一些事情又让我萌起了辞职的念头。我觉得班里有一部分的人对我很不满。处处都让我看他们的面色。拜托啦,有时我也使被情势所趋得说一些不中听的话。你们也不需要以那难堪的面色回应吧。我没这个必要去看你们那死人面色。

课业的繁忙加上得为他们安排很多的事情真然我吃不消。还得受近别人的揶揄。我讨厌这样的日子。

一些教授让我帮帮成绩不理想的朋友。但试想想我到底能够做些什么呢?一番好意相劝却让人反感。但坐视不理谈何容易呢?我又一次走到人生的十字路口了。

江山易改,但本性难移。对别人的求学态度我又怎么敢多言呢?毕竟我也不是什么好榜样。

人生不如意之事十之八九。但这念头我又遇到很多不如意事。情何以堪阿。看来要彻底的解决问题就是抽离这事吧?我不是坐视不理的人。看来我有的从新考虑辞职了吧?人生的十字路何其多阿。感慨感慨。。。

2009年5月14日星期四

纳闷。失望

最近的天气真要人命啊。天天都得顶着大大的太阳。太阳老兄毫不吝啬的把他的热情传递给我们。他的爱好比热情的沙漠。深深地溶化了我们的身体。

这星期的心情起伏还蛮大的。无端端的背了一个大黑锅。无辜阿。

上学期的成绩自然令我喜悦万分。但同时也加重了我的压力。教授们的要赞许让我感到安慰。但于此同时也大大地增加了我的压力。 从来没有这么被压迫过。教授也要我关心成绩有待进步的同学。但试想想我能够为他们做些什么呢?大家都是二十出头的人了。我的劝告对他们而言不但没丝毫的意义,反而会让他们反感。现在的处境真的是猪八戒照镜,里外不是人。

对我国的民主制度彻底的失望。大臣双胞事件。王室插手政权。恐吓政治人物。议员跳槽事件等等。都让人明感到不安。经济萧条加上政治的动荡。真是雪上加霜。国家经济何时才会复苏呢?

2009年5月12日星期二

《南京!南京!》故事简介


这部影片,在大量详细周密的历史考证的基础上,以精良的制作手段,以超出一般史诗大片的沉重质感,复原出70年前阴郁冰冷冬天里的死城南京。它以中国民众的抵抗意志和一位日本普通士兵的精神挣扎为主线,提供出一个与以往的历史叙述完全不同的南京。一个甚至有着希望的火种的南京。因为在这座城中,在这死生之地,即使面对绝境,即使面对战争机器的无情碾压,仍然会有中国人性的地火在暗暗燃烧,仍然会有人以他们的生命、鲜血和意志为薪,维持着这地火,让它永不熄灭。
  影片是从1937年的12月,南京城破开始。尽管有大批的国民党士兵溃逃出城,但与此同时,也仍然有大量不愿意投降的士兵留了下来,在这座城市的街头巷尾展开了无望而惨烈的抵抗。其中就有国民党精锐部队一员的陆剑雄(刘烨)。
  在抵抗最终失败之后,在数十万中国人的鲜血终于染红长江之后,南京全城沦为一片死地。唯一尚有生机存留的,就是位于金陵女子学院的“安全区”。在这里,大量的难民因为拉贝的“纳粹”身份而暂时获得了喘息的机会。而实际主持安全区难民工作的,则是拉贝的秘书唐先生(范伟)和归国女教师姜淑云(高圆圆)。
  但是,在日军的眼中,所谓“安全区”,只不过是一个囤积了大量女性资源的“仓库”。而拉贝的德国人身份,在强势的日本军队面前,也只不过是一块随时可以扯去的遮羞布。而中国的女人们,则用她们的身躯不仅仅拯救着隐藏在难民营的男人,也在拉贝面前书写了一段中国人坚强的历史。
  日本军人的形象塑造,是这部电影的一大突破。作为占领者的他们,当然可以享受某种意义上的正常生活。但是,在南京这座战争因素被极端放大的城市中,即使是占领者,即使面对的只是别人的屈辱和死亡,也仍然难以逃避自身的灵魂震荡甚至拷问。
  角川(中泉英雄)是日本十六师团的一名普通士兵。被队友称为“读过书的人”的他,敏感、涉世未深,甚至在参战之前都还没有交过女朋友。而他的同乡队长伊田(木幡龙),则已经是一名老兵,一名职业军人。在南京城作为占领者的“生活”中,体验过种种为了维持这种“生活”而付出的人性的代价。角川最终做出了他的选择:他把两名中国幸存者送出了南京城,然后举枪自杀。
  这部电影完全突破了以往种种关于南京惨案的历史著作和文艺作品中的那种对中国人存在的刻意抹杀,对“无能的中国人”的错误描述;为世界观众了解这段历史,提供了一种崭新的视角,也是在南京灾难中,中国人的民族形象的全新书写。在新的高度上为中国历史上这一段惨痛的往事提供了一种全新的历史思考。

2009年5月4日星期一

中国十大失落城市排名

10长春:失落指数8.2
长春曾经是满洲国的都城,建国后中央政府将中国最早的汽车工业落户长春,长春与沈阳、鞍山、大庆共同成为了共和国的骄子。改革开放前长春一路都是春风得意,但自上世纪80年代以后,长春的汽车工业大幅度滑坡,后起的上海(大众)、天津(丰田)、广州(本田)等城市利用外资纷纷将长春超越,长春这个中国的“汽车城”现在已是空有虚名了。长春在东北的地位也出现下滑,大连、沈阳、哈尔滨均超过了长春。

9徐州:失落指数8.4
徐州是历代兵家必争之地,虽说徐州的战乱不断,但徐州人用自己的坚强让这座城市千年不倒,历朝历代徐州都声名远扬。可是今天的徐州却陷入了历史上最尴尬的境地,徐州经济发展缓慢,其经济几乎完全靠污染严重的大工业支撑。不仅如此,徐州人均收入水平在江苏是很低的,徐州的名声在中国也一落千丈。也许当年清初划分省份时,根本就不应该把徐州划入江苏省,因为徐州的文化与江南完全不同,现在的徐州就像是被江苏抛弃的孩子。

8洛阳:失落指数8.6
洛阳曾经是世界上少数几个繁荣都会之一,然而现在的洛阳已经光芒尽褪。建国初期曾有 人大代表提议将河南的省会放在洛阳,这样可以使这个古都得以重新焕发。但那时的郑州 已经是中原最大的工商业城市,郑州强大的铁路枢纽优势使洛阳败下阵来。今天的洛阳成为了重工业城市,虽然GDP水平在中部不算低,但城市污染极其严重,在国人心中也只剩一个“洛阳牡丹甲天下”的模糊概念了。

7连云港:失落指数8.8
连云港是亚欧大陆桥的最东端,也是中国最早的14个沿海开放城市之一。然而20多年来,连云港的港务运输业始终发展缓慢,这样也导致了连云港城市建设的停滞不前、经济发展迟缓,连云港的人均收入水平是14个沿海开放城市中最低的。连云港真是空在江苏这个富裕的省份,但经济水平却十分落后,这个亚欧大陆桥的最东端与最西端的鹿特丹可谓是冰火两重天。

6海口:失落指数9.0
海南省曾经被国家政府钦定为经济特区,海口作为海南的省会,理所当然有更多的政策优惠和经济特权。上世纪80年代,大批毕业的大学生南下闯海南,海口繁盛一时,其城市建设速度曾一度与深圳并驾齐驱。然而20世纪末,海南的经济泡沫蒸发,海口萧条了下来,留下了那一栋栋烂尾楼。在省内海口的名声也被三亚超过,三亚凭借其发达的旅游业使海口更加黯然失色。

5武汉:失落指数9.2
武汉自清末洋务运动以来就是中国最大的几个工商业城市之一。民国时期的武汉九省通衢、商贸发达,号称“东方芝加哥”。建国后武汉也是中国十大城市之一,其经济水平长期位居中国前10。可是自上世纪90年代以来,武汉的经济节节败退,它没有像天津那样衰而不退。武汉现在虽然还是中国前二十大城市,但那也仅仅归功于它的规模,武汉的GDP总量已经10名开外,人均收入水平在中国几个大城市里是相当低的。

4汕头:失落指数9.4
汕头是由于英国在鸦片战争后强迫清政府开埠而兴起的。汕头虽然历史并不长,但也辉煌一时。现在香港、东南亚的大富豪很多都是祖籍汕头。改革开放后汕头也受到中央特殊照顾,成为了中国五个经济特区之一。然而20多年过去了,汕头却始终没有成为经济亮点,其经济水平连省内的东莞、佛山都比不上。汕头空有那么多海外富商,自己却渐渐“泯然众人矣”。

3哈尔滨:失落指数9.6
哈尔滨虽然兴起于20世纪初,但发展十分迅速,在民国初年哈尔滨就成了中国的超级都会城市。哈尔滨全城遍布俄式建筑,号称“东方莫斯科”,当时的哈尔滨洋气十足,其时髦程度可与上海、天津并肩。建国后哈尔滨也成为了中国十大城市之一。然而随着东北地区整体的大衰落,哈尔滨也悄然黯淡了,今天很多人在谈论中国十大城市时根本都不会想起哈尔滨。

2南京:失落指数9.8
南京之所以称为南京,是因为它能够与北京相呼应,明代南北二京是中国最繁华的城市,民国时期南京又作了中国的首都。可是自那场东洋人的大屠杀后,南京就久久难以恢复元气了,导致了今天南京的尴尬局面。南京的GDP总量逐步被省内的苏州、无锡超过,与北京也难以形成呼应了,北京的GDP几乎是南京的三倍。

1西安:失落指数10
西安可能是中国最失落的城市了,曾经的汉唐故都,在中国历史上做了八百多年的老大,虽然在宋代以后就已经衰落,但直至民国西安仍然是西北的霸主,建国初西安也是中国十大城市之一。然而现在西安GDP总量却在全国40名开外.
http://cctv.news.soufun.com/news/2009-05-04/2554003_10.html

2009年3月22日星期日

Throughout March

March is my birthday month. Really cannot believed that i'm already 22years old now.

Thank for my coursemate for the unforgettable 22 years old birthday. Thank for the korean BBQ dinner , cake and the gifts. The korean BBQ is one of the most expensive meals in my life. It costs RM 750.oo. Thank so much my lovely coursemate.

A special thank to LengLui Tan Ru Yuan. Thank for everything u did 4 me. And also Mr. jayson wong. Thank for the tie. my best lifemate. HAHA.

Last weekend my parents came KL and we stayed at The Garden Hotel. It is a 5stars hotel. It so nice. I like the design but the material they used are not really that good in qualities.

My first jogoya lunch. HAHA. Went to have lunch at jogoya with my kienyee, wye sern, teoken, my bro, and few of my ex-classmate. I really enjoy so much. The food there're nice and i enjoyed the time with my friends. After that we went Pavilion for movie. The international. A good movie . Must watch.

Sem3 Final Exam is coming soon. It is the time to study already. Hope i can be more hardworking.

Hopefully by end of this year i can afford to buy a Gucci messenger beg. Dun know y i like branded stuffs so much. HAHA.

I passed my English. I cant believe that i got a A-. HAHA. I think the bitch also cant believe too. HAHA. anywhere i will try my best to improve my english. HAHA...

2009年3月7日星期六

Sorry

Already 3 months never update my blog. Even thought i know that no much ppl reading my blog, but i still wan to say sorry. HAHA.

Recently i'm really busy. Lot to study but i'm still lazy as usual. Who can help me? HAIH.