CHANGE

It has been a long time i never update my blog. Actually i got plenty of things which i wanted to share here but i am just too lazy to do so. Im so sorry for that.

The life of being a student really not easy. Especially your course is a five years course and you deal with human beings. The long duration make me suffocated. I think the same applied to my coursemates also. When your friends start graduate and working while you still a student. The gap between us will eventually grow wider. Dealing with patients is really not easy. Somemore i am just a student and sometime the patient will say " i thought is the doctor will do treatment on me." Somemore we need to follow the proper examination and diagnosis, it make each appointment takes a longer time and patients need to come frequently. That really depends on the compliance of the patients. But my lecturer told us that we must polish the way we communicate with the patients in order to gain the confidence of patient on us who are still a student.

Then as we grow older, we start to bore with the single life and prefer someone to accompany us and give us encouragement and share the hustle bustle of everyday life. We some ppl started to look for a companion. Some ppl are very brave to look for one and take initiative to start a relationship. Some ppl need the courage from his/her friends that around to take initiative. Some will ask the admire one to go out and trying to see if they are mean to be together. Some will just sit and wait for god to give him/her one. I cant comment on this coz i am still single and i don really wan a relationship by now. So ppl, when you see what i had written here... NO OFFENCE ah... ( my coursemates like to say NO OFFENCE recently)

Nothing is permanent. This is according to Buddism. I fully agree with this simple yet cruel truth. That is why the american president say CHANGE. Recently the world really change a lots. The weather is changing. The people is changing. The goverment is changing. Everything is changing. Myself is also changing. Sometime im wondering what do i wan actually? I wan money? family? love? spiritual? I am lost. At first i choose dentistry as my future field because i wan to help ppl especially those who are poor and cant affort the bill. But now i start thinking to make money future. I wan to be a specialist dentist coz i wan to earn more. I really hate myself sometime. HAHA. But my mom asked me not to think so much. Concentrate on my study first. So i think what she said is quite true. Think more will make me become a schizophrenic. LOLs...

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